I'm still here, I promise!

You may have been thinking that I dissapeared or gave up or maybe you haven't missed me at all. Regardless of what you may or may not have been thinking, I am still here I promise! I have not really felt like updating my blog because frankly, I haven't felt like I have had much to update you on. Don't get me wrong, the scale is not going up or anything but it is very SLOWLY inching down. The changes that I have seen in the last couple of months are so minimal that I haven't felt that they warrented a blogpost. I believe the last time I posted an update I was at 159 lbs, today  my weight is sitting at 148 which sounds like a big difference now that I am seeing it in writing. However, I have been sitting at that 148 for about 2 weeks now. I am still working out and sticking to my calories but I have not been putting my all into it like I was before. I got sick around Thanksgiving and missed a week and a half of working out, and motivating myself for workouts has been a struggle ever since. I am getting over yet another sickness now, but this one only kept me from the gym for about two days. I am still not feeling 100% but I have been forcing myself to workout anyway. I don't know what it is, I just feel like I have lost my umph and I really need to find it again. I have allowed myself to snack more through the holiday season than I planned to, and even though I haven't seen a gain I am sure that it has affected my progress. I haven't seen many changes in my inches in over a month now, and I just overall have the weight loss blues. I am telling you all of this because I really feel like this blog was a huge part of my motivation before and I need that again. I want to help people get a glimpse into a true weight loss experience, but this blog has helped me more than I could have ever imagined. I am making a couple of changes this week to try and kick my butt back into gear. I only have 3 lbs to go to reach my goal weight but I still have quite a bit of toning up to do. I am finally starting to see some definition in my arms and legs, but I am still working on my tummy. I have been doing lots of core work, and I am seeing some changes but I still have work to do there. I am determined to get my motivation back and get finally get the body I have been dreaming of. I said all of that to really just say this, I am back!

Thanks for reading,

Sarah